Another Year Has Gone...

Another year has gone since my birthday last Monday... on the 22nd.
It was (My Birthday) normal. Like my other birthdays i guess.... but what really made my birthday special was the gift from a few certain people (you guys know who you are) whom i just Met in UTAR.

BIG Thank you you guys... LOVE my gift.. 1st time anyone actually got me what i wanted for my Birthday. ( or maybe i mentioned it too openly? Lol.)

and thanks Kerina for YOUR gift.

Every birthday i feel that i'm closer and closer to my death. ( not a pessimist view) And every birthday i tend to evaluate what i have accomplished in the past year and try to convince myself that i'm going somewhere and not gong nowhere.

Sometimes i think what am i going to leave behind in the event that i die?

Arrghh stupid thoughts. Ignored what i said.


dan.

A TAG... [does it ever end]

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER OF IMPORTANCE...


name 20 people u can think of :

1.Suvanya
2.Brad
3.Alvin Tan
4.Mom
5.Dad
6.Sis
7.Esther
8.Suzana
9.Choy Wan
10.Tiffany
11.Sue Anne
12.Li Juen
13.Ellen Page
14.Emma Watson
15.Shawn
16.Andrew Tan
17.Melissa Yap
18.Celine Yap
19.Benroy Yap
20.Benson Yap


How did you meet 14? [Emma Watson]
I wish..

What would you do if you never met 1? [Suvanya]
Gee i dunno.. there would be no one to share my outrageous habits and unique tastes in music, books and movies?

What if 9 and 20 are fated? [Choy Wan/ Benson Yap]
HAHA.. so...? that doesn't mean anything would happen.

Will 6 and 14 date? [Sis/Emma Watson]
Not a chance. cause i'll be the one dating with 14.

Describe 3. [Alvin Tan]
What can i say when you finaly met someone that you can spend your whole life with..

You Call him "BRO"

Is 8 attractive? [Suzana]
Uhh personally? Yeah. But i don't think shawn would agree. HER Boyfriend.

Decribe 7. [Esther]
Well my little sis.. who can be annoying. Most of the time.. but. For a girl at her age, she has extremely good comand of english and could most probably whup most chinese aunties in an arguement. LOL

Do you know 12's family members? [Li Juen]
Well i met her father but i don't think a glance would count as i-know-her-parents thing.

What if 18 confess that he or she likes you? [Celine Yap]
Gee i dunno. I would have to consult with her sis first. =P

What language does 15 speaks? [Shawn]
English, Chinese? Malay.

Who is going out with 9? [Choy Wan]
I wouldn't know.

How old is 16? [Andrew Tan]
Umm.. 20? Alvin help me on this.

When did you last speak to 13? [Ellen Page]
Never. cause she is an actress.

Who's 2 favourite singer?
A.R Rahman?

Would you date 4? [Mom]
Yeah if it was in the 80s. =P

Will you date 1? [Suvanya]
Heck I would i guess..

Is 19 single? [Benson Yap]
As Far As I know he is... unless he caught a fish already.

What's 10 last name? [Tiffany]
Oon

School of 3? [Alvin Tan]
UTAR... School..? "Hes been all over the place
"
Where does 6 lives? [Sis]
Jay Bee

What do you think of 5? [Dad]
Umm My Dad.? Role Model? Abit OCD? joking dad. (but you are, really)

Have you seen 2 naked? [Brad]
GOD NO!

choose 5 ppl 2 do the test:
I tag No ONe...


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The BIG comeback by the Not so BIG blogger.

Im guilty Of Negligence..

Its been awhile i guess since i last posted.

Anyway here are the photos that i promised i'll show you of the secret eden of kampar..

Tarzans?? LOL

Pictures courtesy of

Tiffany.

Damn your sixpacks bro. Make me look like a fat ass.

Alvin's attempt at the swing... and mind you, it wasn't macho

If you look closely you can see my name on the wall of that waterfall..

see it?

"dan"?

Beautiful.

Puteri-puteri Gunung Kampar. lol.

Best Mate and Bro. Alvin (damn your pecs)

"..."

Alvin tried the swing.. the pool at the top was pretty deep and you can't see the bottom.
Well lets just say it was akward at his first try..

Hanging on for dear life...

Like a sissy.

Then i showed him how a "REAL" Man did it.

Good times.. Hoping to go again after the exams on 19th.

Can't wait..

ONE MORE TO GO!!!!!!!





THe vids alvin(green) Me (blue)

till again...

hopefully soon.

dan.

Failed Attempt.

I try to make this a happy blog.

But oh well.

It is a journal of some sort.

Anyways.

Back to happier times.

WATERFALL in Kampar was fantastic!

Didn't really expect much but BOY.

Blew my mind away.

The sight. The scenery.

And how secluded it was...

It was like our own..

..Secret Eden..

Must go again soon!!

=D

Pics? Dont have them now.

But will post them up if i ever get them.

LOL..

Why would i Show you anyways?

heheh.

dan.

*......*

I still remember the day,

It was two and a half years ago,

When you placed a blade,

At knifepoint to My Involuntarily Exposed Heart,

And Gently whispered in my ear,

"Are you ready?"



You cut me

Deep and more severe than expected,

I thought that wound healed,

But now its exposed,

Fresh and clear,

With every thump,

A Reminder Of That Day



It took one and a half years.

But its finally open,

Pain , Happiness, Sorrow, Hate, And Unmeasurable JOY

Emotions Intermingled as one Single Strong Feeling.

LOVE.

I LOVED you.



Do you realize how your words can affect me?

I Rise and Fall from Ashes,

With the very slight quiver of your Lips

Why couldn't It Be ME?

WHat WaS i LaCKIng?

compared to him.



I damn this Heart of Mine.

Weak, Broken,

Cut, Opened By you.

Bring A Needle and Thread quick.

Im Bleeding and Dying

Now's your chance to Save Me!

Won't you take it?

"BORE"DoM

THis was how bored i was on TUESday during the 3hour gap Between our lectures...

LOL.

Tata.


dan.